I wish I had something profound to write. So many thoughts spinning through my mind, and I can't make sense of any of them. But this verse comes to mind, again and again....
"When the cares of my heart are many,
your consolations cheer my soul" (Psalm 94:19).
Tonight I am thankful for a God who holds me up with his steadfast love (v. 18) when my foot slips and my heart is anxious. I am thankful for friends and family that love me. I am thankful for a place to call home, even when my heart can't decide where home really is. So maybe instead I should say that I am thankful for many places to call home. And I am thankful for frequent reminders that I don't have to bear the cares of my heart alone.
Sleep well, friends.